Sleeping on the train of thought

December 5th, 2007
It gets easier at night. One of the “symptoms” of my disorders is sleeping during the dauy and awake at night. I didn’t put it together before, but I always get the feeling that I should just sleep whenever I get crazy and it’ll feel better when I wake up. Then at night I feel great and that’s probably how my sleeping cycle was made into the sleep during the day and awake during the night.
Lately I’ve been trying to confront it, I haven’t really been able to piece it togther or express the way confronting it feels until this episode of “Sleeping Train,” but it’s like a bear is tracking me in the forrest, normally I avoid him and run away, but lately I’ve been trying to confront him straight up, but only to find myself mauled much faster.